NOSTALGIA IS A WEAPON

I love cider. The alcoholic kind, of course. Tasty. Yep, really drunk. Bored. Hence the posting of no importance. But really, cider is very good.

So I’m faced with a dilemma at the moment. I haven’t heard from the person that I’m “dating” in several weeks. Not hearing from said person for a few days, or even a week at a time is not unheard of. Rather, it’s reflective of a busy schedule. But at this point it’s been 3 weeks. I can’t get ahold of them; my messages and texts have not been returned in any form. I’m trying to be the optimist about it, but I’m not really sure what to do at this point. I don’t think I’ve done anything wrong- if I have, I’d like the chance to apologize for it. I’m just at a complete loss. I’ve never been in this situation before, so I have no prerequisite knowledge of how to deal with it. As I said, at this point it’s only been a few weeks. But what about when it becomes a month? Two? Do I assume that everything is over? I have evidence that this person is still alive, so I’m not worried (right now anyway) that they’ve been in some sort of accident or suffered incapacitating injuries. I’ve just invested a lot of myself in this situation, so it leaves a hole in me, and one that I can’t justify because I can’t reach them to find out why.

I just don’t know what to do.