Well the floodgates open but nothing comes out
Tuesday, 07 July 2008
Wondering if there’s anyone still out there to give me a hug and tell me everything is gonna be okay. There’s certainly not anyone here.
I’ve got so much in my head right now, so much pressure, and I think all I’d need to release some of that is for someone to hold me and let me cry, just let it pour out of me through the flood of tears.
I wish I could cry on my own. But I can’t. So I guess it’s up to me to try and keep a hold on that growing mass in my head, to keep it from spilling over in destructive ways. Wish me luck.